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<deep sigh>
My Lola bug has only had her trach for a week and I feel confident that we can handle taking care of her, but I am still extremly frightened of all the things that can go wrong. As of now she only has one thing ailing her which is her tracheomalacia. It gives us hope that she was able to breath 6 months of her life before this last heart surgery. I feel like every piece of my being is being used up to handle this like a strong mother. I just break down and cry sometimes wondering if maybe i didn't excerise enough or maybe i did too much while pregnat, or maybe I should have went the extra mile and ate nothing but organic foods, i know i can't blame myself but it's hard. All I could ever want is a healthy child. I would trade my own heart, soul, and life to make hers perfect..... But she is a fighter like her mom and dad and we will make it together as a team and a family!...................We are so very blessed that she is as healthy as she is.
Team Baker!!!